A week tonight Hubbs and I will be closing our door on our little home in England for the last time.
How freakin scary is that? Well, not very. Considering all the grief we can look forward to by staying.
We just can't afford to live here anymore, and our alternative is rented
Accommadation
where dogs are not welcome.
So? we have to get on a plane (I hate flying, no, strike that, I'm scared of crashing)
We have sold everything that isn't nailed down, and ebayed most things that are! So now all we have to do is throw our few bits in a suitcase and bugger off.
Only one thing stands in our way. Our "best" friends, errrm maybe another whole story? who said "Anything you need guys, then we are here"
promised us a lift to the airport. But guess what? now they are busy. This is the only thing that stands between us and our new life.
I could tell ya the story and it is long and boring and I can't be arsed to be honest.
But, despite them? we will GET to that airport and get on that plane.
And we will start our new life. I am SO disappointed in what I thought was my best friend.
She didn't come through from me in the end
She has emailed me everyday for the last god knows how many years. But today, after her husband said NO to the ride to the airport, there has been silence.
So guess what? dry my eyes and know that she really isn't who I thought she was.
Onwards and upwards, and dammit. I an ANGRY, but for what. Life lets you down and builds you up. So? She let me down, but I am looking forward to a whole new adventure, so what the hell would I care. Right?